Oct
14th
Thu
14th
ugh
stay strong. hes absolutely disgusting, you want nothing to do with him anymore. how could you be so wrong about someone. how could feelings of love turn into such repulsion? the thought of him makes me sick. i have nightmares about him. they are scary at the time, of him trying to come onto me and get back together again. i wake up in the morning praying that it was all just a nightmare. sigh of relief, it is. im grateful that im no longer in that trap anymore. although there is no one significant in my life just yet, its so much better than being in a destructive relationship. i can breathe now. and i will never EVER have to deal with that sad excuse for a human being again
