September 2009
7 posts
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open relationships are hard…i went to go comment on his facebook page telling him i miss him but i already see hes talking to some girl. and he took all the little mentionings of me off his facebook.
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ive fought so hard and long for stevie
i feel so exhausted
and i dont know how he truly truly feels about me. i know he loves me…but why?
hes never really just opened up and told me why he loves me and how he really feels about me.
im really hoping before i leave for college that we will have some fairytale moment where he just sits me down looks me in the eye and professes his love for...
doesnt deserve a title.
is just ridiculous. i think everyone is out to get me today. first in the morning i literally spent an hour trying to get nikki away from me and stevie. she is fucking INSANE. she was like “do you know how many fights ive caused? do you know how many times you guys have ‘broken up’ because of me?” and i was like dude dont think you are anything special cause your not. she...
SHE IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE
wow
dude i just lost the best post of my life. hahaha maybe its better it wasnt published..
i have to admit
…im pretty weak
11 days...
it seems so surreal that im gonna be gone in 11 days. and its not just like im moving an hour away and can visit on the weekends, im really moving away. theres no turning back…once im in santa cruz i cant come home or see my friends until thanksgiving. its coming up so close. im excited, i really am, but im also sad and scared. im jealous of my friends who are going off to college and see it...